bittersweet.

So after reading my BESTFRIEND'S post, lol, i decided to write one of my own. No Casie, it wasnt because of all the excess energy i have, but because im feeling both excited and deflated, if those are even the words im looking for. Im excited because Casie's not going to Albany as of the end of this term. I feel for her though, because she was really excited to have gotten accepted and to be going away and for that not to have been what she wanted or expected all along is a sucky feeling and i dont wish that for her.

BUT, i am also feeling deflated because in the midst of my excitement i forgot that IM going to be the one leaving as of the end of this year. I wish i could stay and finally be with my friends and have fun again instead of just work, work, and work. I wouldve had my support system again for when i started school and when i needed help with my classes. it sucks that she made this decision now, lol but i dont blame you, when im leaving. Dont get me wrong, im STOKED to be going to a new place and beginning a new life, even more stoked knowing its going to be with the person i love the most. YOUR UP THERE CASIE lol. (if gay marriage were legal... you know ;D ) anywhoo....but yea. i just wish that this end of the year wouldve been a smiiiidge different...

Till some other timeee =)